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Friday, August 29, 2008
@ 8:53 PM I'm drunk . But i haven drink till i lost myself . On the 30 Aug 2008 , i broke up with him . I dont understand why . I told my friend that even i break up with him , i'll not feel sad . Because i alrdy do my part as a girlfriend . If one day he break up with me , is his loss . But i am wrong . I'm more upset than him . Breaking up is a relieve for him . He regretted asking me for stead , also , regretted asking for break up . What does that mean ? idk I am shattered , devastated and mad . What did i do wrong? I give in everything to him because i dont wanna quarrel with him . Even though he is in camp dont have much time to chat with me . I still text him to let him know i miss him and stuff . I thought i would last long with him =( I know what most of you will say when you read the post . 1. Cheer up 2. i'll be there when you need me 3. dont give up the whole forest bcos of one tree 4. right one will come when times come 5. dont think too much 6. focus on your Olvl Of cos i know . Olvl is so important to me . I am trying hard in many things . 1. setting my focus right 2. to make my family and friends ard me happy 3. control my feeling 4. to move on Trust me , i can do it ! Jia you !!!!!!! I told someone that , we should thank the one who makes me heartbroken . Because they are the one who makes us stronger . We must be strong to let them know , we can still live without them . I did it , i really did it . I only got one heart . How many times am i gonna break it myself ? Humans heart are fragile . Why must we hurt each other's heart ? Darwin makes me realised i should be serious in every relationship . Yucheng teaches me how to treat your partner well . Yingxiang let me know i am willing to wait for an army guy . These 3 person , each teaches me something . But at the same time, they make me lost something . And that is faith . 3 of them each hurt my heart . My heart is getting smaller and smaller . Perhaps sooner or later , you will see my face on the newspaper . Well well , i'll be fine soon . DOnt worry ok friends ! Remember , i am a strong girl ! Wahahahahahahahahaha Wo shi tie da de eunice . wakakakakakakakakaka |
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