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Monday, August 25, 2008
@ 10:30 AM I am totally speechless . I dont know what i can say now . Whatever it is , it's too late to turn back . I never thought things would turn out this way . Within a few mins , i lost someone that i love . This isn't the way i want it to be . If you ask me whether do i regretted doing this , perhaps , abit of no and yes . Yes is because , i lost someone i truely , wholeheartedly love . No is because , i dont know . For him , i willing to do everything , in return for a smile . For his bday , i prepare alot of things for him . And even thought of baking sushi or cookies for him . But , well , it's all down the drain . But it would never be the same anymore . I cant take any bow anymore . First is my stead treat me so coldly ! Second is i lost him ! I am having Prelim and Olvl , why these things happened at this moment . Many of you might be scolding me behind . Saying why love him still backstab him , why still betray him , when he trust me so much . But the thing is , i am doing it unknowingly . I dont know the consequences of it . I thought things has pass so long ago , its ok to say it out . BUT I AM TOTALLY WRONG ! I hate myself for being so stupid ! I thought we could go out together , you , boyfriend and me ! It's impossible now and it will never happen ! The memories you gave , i'll keep it tightly in my mind . I know you wont believe , but you die die also must believe , my love for you is true ! I'll still leave the pic of you and me in my wallet . Cos you're irreplaceable . I cried because i never thought i would be treated this way . Whats the use of regretting . I can only stare at the pic and cry . I know you would say i am fake , and stupid to do that . But , i dont know , all i know is i love you too much . Crap is what you will say when you read the blog . But i swear to god that this are from the bottom of my heart . I can only pray that , you are fine in your everyday life , sorry that i've entered into your life . I am bloody stupid and fool ! I ruin my futurn in my hand . |
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