darling went back to prepare for his ORD function later .

and me ?actually i'm quite lazy to go for cg .

but just dont know why i got this feeling or urge ,

a voice in my heart , asking me to go .

and so , i went bedok for cg .

not really alot of unfamilar faces , but still , that feeling is weird .

i thought of sliding back to the kingdom of God .

but , just there is many things i need to encounter .

Jared preach abt Faith today .

we were asked to write down what we believe for for the next 1yr, 3yrs and 5-7yrs .

i cant use the word believe now cos i am still not very sure of it .

so i can only replace it with a 'wish" .

for the next one yr ,i wish that my spous and me myself will be saved .

next three yrs , i wish to get a degree cert .

next 5-7yrs , i wish to become a hotel manager .

after i got a stable career , i would like to get married .

but this are all "wish"

i must have the faith to do it .

visualise it !!!

suddenly i rmb one verse , matt 7-7

"ask and you shall be given onto you , seek and you shall find , knock and it shall be open to you"

well , lets see how things goes .

bus-ed back to hougang .

had supper at blk 683 with ken and cliques .

afterwards , they escort me back home .

darling must be drunk .

call him so many times never pick up .

he even forget to tell me what he suppose to say .

hao bah , understoond .

yawn , i'm so tired .

good night darling . i love you darling . sleep tight and muackx .

good night everyone =)

carry on that day pic .