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Friday, December 26, 2008
@ 3:24 PM i'm a listening ear to others . their troubled i've all been through . their sad , can never compared to mine . i'm sad , i'm shattered , i'm down , who knows ? i'm trying really hard to get myself smile . i really miss him . whatever songs i heard , movie i've seen , he would automatically appear in my mind . wanted so much to tell him how much i love him all i can do is it hug the little rabbit he gave , cried under my blanket , tired myself to sleep . next wed , people are all counting down for new year . me ? i dont look forward for new year , bcos after new year , i have to start counting down the days he's leaving me . whenever i think of that , tears would flow down from the corner of my eyes down to my cheeks . i dont bare him to leave . but it's not his choice neither . sad , is not one moment of sad . why is it i can fall for one so easily ? yet after loving , why is it i could clinch on to those happy memories which doesn't brings me to the future ? first is darwin , i love him and i waited for him , yet i've got no result . second is yucheng , first person whom i woo , yet no future in us . third is glen , a guy whom i shouldn't fall in love with , same , no result , no future . why am i always falling in love with people i shouldn't ? i really pretty hate myself . but i cannot just thought of my feeling . i gonna be strong for my family and friends . especially my mum !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 她受了很多苦，我应该做女儿的本份照顾她。 |
The unsaid
look like you're on my blog We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. Keep on moving to your future ♥ Having the only ONE in your memory is good :D Even if the sky is falling down~ Introduction
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