my best memories in life

Now i finally know how my grandfather feel .

Last time when he was still alive ,
he always tell me the journey from clementi to my hse is very long .

I don't believe cos i rmb the last time i sit isn't that long .

But on sat , i finally know how he feel .

The journey is really very long .

I sit until my butt feel so uncomfortable .

I am so young yet i feel so uncomfortable ,

whats more abt him ?

He is old yet he has to sit in the bus for so long .

I can never imgaine how xin ku he is .

Not only the journey is long ,

not only the butt is pain ,

but also lonely .

When i was in the bus ,

i really miss my grandfather very much .

And i also finally know why despite of the long journey ,

despite butt feeling so uncomfortable ,

despite bus stop is not very near nor far to my hse ,

he still want to come to my hse .

The only reason i can thought of is ,

he want to see us , he miss us .

But i wasn't aware of it until now .

Everytime he come to my hse ,

he would ask us to go down to fetch him .

But i just refuse because i am lazy .

Everytime he come to my hse ,

i also never really bother abt him .

Whenever he disturb me ,

i will feel so irritated .

Everytime he called me ,

is always words of disturb .

Everytime i pick up his calls ,

i hear his voice ,

sometimes i will just pass the phone to my mum .

I feel so guilty but whats the point feeling guilty now ?

When i was pri 5 , i stayed at his hse for one year .

I will never forget how his unfailing love for me .

No matter rain or shine ,

he will always go down to buy food for my cousin , my sis and i .

Everytime we can't finish our food ,

he would finish up for us .

AH GONG , I MISS YOU VERY MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!